Susan, I understand what you're going through because I've experienced the loss of someone very dear in my life too ... and even though every person has to get through a time like this in their own way, I know you will come through... I was so sorry to hear that you had lost your precious Father who was so precious to your heart. I know word's can't begin to comfort you at this sad time, but please remember how much you're cared about...and know you are being kept in thoughts of deepest care and love.